Liz
looked at her phone and slowly got out of the car. She walked around
the car and opened the door. She undid the carseat and a 4 year old
little girl jumped out of the car and stood by Liz.
“Mommy.
What are we doing here?” She asked taking Liz's head.
“Adrienne,
I told you. We came here to see Aunty Shelby.”
“Is
that where I got my middle name?” She asked as the two girls walked
up a slight hill.
“Yes
it is sweetie.” Liz replied as they stopped at Shelby's grave.
It
happened 5 years ago. 5 years ago on this day. Shibb was taken away
from them in a split second and there hasn't been a day that has gone
by where Liz didn't think about her.
“Mommy,
what happened to Aunty Shelby?” Adrienne asked as Liz looked down
at the grave.
“She...she
was needed in heaven. They needed another angel to watch over you,
mommy, daddy, and Uncle Lulu.” Liz said, not sure how else to tell
it.
“Who's
Uncle Lulu again?” Adrienne asked taking Liz's hand again.
Ever
since Shelby's death, their group kind of split apart. Everyone
pretty much went their own ways. Things weren't the same between
them. They tried to stay together, they really did. But each one of
them held a different part of Shelby, and they all couldn't take it
anymore.
“You
haven't seen him since you were a baby. He doesn't come around
anymore, he's busy with his own little family.” Liz said, with a
hint of annoyance in her voice.
“Oh.”
She replied sadly. Adrienne looked down the hill and a man was slowly
approaching. “Daddy!” She yelled running to meet him half way.
He
grabbed her and picked her up, smothering her with kisses. Liz half
smiled and watched them walk back up to her. “How are my two
favorite girls?” David asked giving Liz a kiss on the cheek.
“It's
been 5 years.” Liz mumbled looking back to Shelby.
“I
know Liz. I was there.”
“I
feel like I lost them all that day.”
“You
tried to keep them together. You tried to make sure they didn't drift
apart. But you couldn't do it. It wasn't your fault Babe.” David
said putting his arm around Liz and holding Adrienne in the other
arm.
Liz
looked to her right and 3 dark figures walking up the hill toward
them. It was Daniel, Mike, and Lexi. Daniel looked at Liz, and then
at Adrienne. “Is that your little girl?” He asked, appearing to
actually care about Liz.
“Yeah.
Adrienne Shelby Payne.” Liz said with a smile.
“She
looks a lot like you.”
“Thanks
Daniel.” It was the first time in almost 5 years that they had seen
each other, and they were actually getting along. Things were crazy.
“Who's
that?” Daniel asked looking behind Liz as 3 people walked up the
hill.
“That's...”
Liz stopped as they got closer.
“Hi
guys.” Izzy said awkwardly. He looked at Sasha, hoping that she had
something to say.
“Hey
Boo.” Sasha said looking from Liz, to David, to Adrienne.
“Oh.
This is Adrienne.”
“Hi.”
Adrienne said with a big smile on her face.
“Hi
sweetie. I'm Sasha. And this handsome little boy is Michael.” Sasha
said crouching down to Adrienne's height. She looked at the little
boy holding her hand and smiled.
“You
and Mike had a baby?”
“Yup.
He's 2.” Sasha said with a smile on her face.
“He
looks just like you.” Daniel said looking at him.
“Thanks
Daniel.” Sasha said looking over at Lexi and Mike. “Have you
heard from Chanel?” Sasha asked turning her head toward Liz.
“I
haven't heard from her in years.” Liz said sadly.
“Me
either. Last time I heard she moved down to New Hampshire with
Norland.”
“Yeah,
I seen that on facebook.” Liz said.
“Are
you bitches talking about me?!” Chanel yelled rushing up to them.
She was acting as if nothing ever happened with them. As if
everything was okay.
“Actually
we were.” Sasha said giving her a hug. She turned to Liz and gave
her a hug.
Chanel
took a step back and looked at everyone, as Michael stepped behind
Sasha. “That's not...You had a kid!” Nellz yelled with a smile on
her face.
“Yeah,
Michael Junior.”
“And
is that?” Nellz asked looking at Adrienne.
“My
baby girl. Adrienne Shelby Payne.” Liz replied with a smile.
“And
wheres your baby?” Nellz asked as all eyes went on Daniel and Lexi.
Lexi
lifted her sweater and revealed her baby bump. “16 weeks.” Lexi
said looking at them.
“And
look.” Daniel said holding up his hand and showing a wedding band.
“Married
and a baby on the way? Daniel, Shelby would be proud.” Liz said,
not sure if she should be happy for them, or sad that Shelby missed
it. She missed out on a lot of things. On Liz having her first baby.
Sasha and Michael finally getting the baby they've always wanted.
Daniel and Lexi finally tying the knot, after all the years where
people doubted Daniel.
It
just wasn't fair.
Slowly
4 figures appeared next to Liz. She looked next to her and found Ace,
Drew, Keith and Ruga standing there with smiles on their faces. “It's
like a fucking reunion.” Ace said laughing.
“Yeah,
we're just showing off our kids.” Lexi said laughing.
“It
don't look like you got kids.” Ruga said with a confused look on
his face.
“I'm
expecting. 16 weeks.”
“Ohh,
good looks.”
“We
got a lil Bunk out here guys!” Keith said taking out his wallet.
“What?
You finally got your boy?” Sasha asked picking up Michael.
“Yup,
and he's way cuter than your boy.” Keith said laughing.
“Yeah,
as if.” Sasha said as Michael put his head on her shoulder.
“That's
your boy?” Ace asked looking at Michael.
“Yeah,
Michael Junior.” Sasha said with confidence in her voice.
“You
wanna see my boy, and girl?” He asked walking next to Sasha. He
opened up to his pictures and showed her a few of a little boy, 2 and
a girl, 8. “His names Alex.” Ace said with a smile on his face.
“He
looks like such a Maldonado!” She said as Ace showed everyone else
his son.
“Look.”
Keith said showing Sasha his boy. “I call 'em Lil Bunk. But she
named his Christopher.”
“They're
so cute.”
“Who's
she?” Drew asked looking at Adrienne.
“You're
cousin. Adrienne Shelby Payne.”
“Damn
Boo. She looks just fucking like you!” Drew said as David gave his
a look. “Sorry.”
“Where's
your kid? You're getting kind of old, don't you think you should have
at least one by now.”
“Carmen's
about to pop actually.” Drew replied fixing his hat.
“Really?”
Liz asked. Drew wasn't much of the fatherly type.
“Yup.
She's due next week. With twins.”
“What!?”
Liz and Sasha asked, shocked.
“Yup.
Two girls.”
“Damn.”
Liz mumbled as Denny walked up to them.
“5
years. It took yall muthafuckers 5 years to come here?” He asked,
showing no emotion on his face.
“I
come here every year for her anniversary, birthday and on 4/20.”
Liz said, baffled that Denny would even think that she would ignore
this.
“I
come every Friday night.” Daniel said looking at his watch.
“I
make sure I come once a month.” Sasha replied looking at Denny as
if he stole her cigarettes.
“I
come whenever I can.” Chanel said, disappointed in herself.
“I
was here just last week with my daughter.” Keith said putting his
hands in his pockets.
“I
think the real question is why don't we ever see you here?” Ace
asked looking at Denny.
“Last
thing I said to Shelby was 'Then I'll just leave.'. And she kicked me
out. That's the last conversation we had. The last fucking things we
said to each other. She died and I never got to tell her how much I
loved her. How much she meant to me! It's not fair.” He paused and
took a deep breath. “It wasn't fair. She didn't deserve to die. She
was a good kid!” Denny yelled, tears streaming down his face.
“We
all miss her Den.” Liz said trying to comfort him.
“But
she wasn't mad at you. She was mad at me. All because of fucking
Monica!” Denny yelled putting his head down.
“You
didn't know this was going to happen. None of us did.” Sasha said
moving Michael to her other hip.
“I
should have been there. I should have done something.”
“There
was nothing you could do. Lulu tried, but by the time we realized
what was happening the house was beyond repair and we couldn't go
in.” Keith said as everyone's mood changed.
They
all started thinking about that day. About the day where one of their
closest friends was taken away from them and killed. And for no real
reason.
“Did
they ever find who started that?” Ace asked looking around the
circle.
“They
tried. For a week or two. But the house was so fucked up they didn't
really have a case. All they knew was that a beer bottle started it,
and it was thrown through the window.” Daniel said cracking his
knuckles.
It
was a scary thought. Knowing that someone intentionally killed
Shelby. That they intentionally threw a bottle into the window to
start the fire. And they never caught the person who did it. They
were all deep in thought when 4 people walked toward them. Drew
turned around and seen Lulu, Bre, a little boy and a little girl
walking up the hill.
“What
are they doing together?” Izzy whispered to Sasha.
“I'd
like to know the same thing baby bro.” Sasha replied eyeballing
them.
“Hey
guys.” Bre said sweetly.
“Damn.”
Lexi said looking at Briana's stomach.
“I'm
8 months.” Bre said realizing what Lexi was talking about.
“Are
you two...?” Denny asked looking from Bre to Lulu.
“Yup.
And these are our two kids. Luis and Abigal.” Bre said with a
smile.
“Wait...you
two?” Sasha asked again, unable to take the news.
“Yes,
us two.” Bre said again, looking at Lulu. “Why is that so
shocking?”
“First
you two go behind Shelby's back while she's alive and hook up, only
to get pregnant with a baby. And now you guys are practically pissing
on her fucking grave!” Liz said, unable to contain her anger.
“Shelby's
dead. We had to move on and make the best out of the situation.”
Bre replied tightening her grip on Lulu's hand.
“You're
probably the one who fucking killed her! Just so you could get Lulu
and have a happy little family!”
“I
would never do that to Shelby!”
“You
also said you would never sleep with Lulu. But you guys have 3 kids,
I'm pretty sure you've slept with him.” Liz yelled as Adrienne took
her hand.
“We're
not going to stop living our lives because Shelby died. She was one
of my best friends and I miss her everyday.”
“Yeah,
I'm sure you do you pathetic whore. I'm sure you miss her every time
you and Lulu fuck! I'm sure you miss her every time you look at
Lulu.” Liz said, pausing for a second. “Just remember Briana.
You'll never live up to Shelby. She'll always be a much better women
than you. And you're just a replacement.” She took Adrienne, and
turned to walk away. “He'll never love you like he loved Shelby.
Never.”
“I
love Briana.” Lulu said as Liz stopped dead in her tracks.
“Really
Litho? You never loved her until after Shelby died. If Shelby was
still here I would put money on the fact that you'd be with her. And
those 3 kids you have, wouldn't be with Briana.” She looked at
Lulu. “I understand that you have to move on. You can't stop your
life because of what happened to Shibbz. But to move on to one of her
best friends...that's low. Even for you. And for you to stand here in
front of Shelby and claim your love for Briana is pure BULLSHIT!”
“You
don't understand.” Lulu said looking at Liz.
“And
I never will. I hope you have a good fucking life. And send me a post
card from hell, cause that's sure as hell where you're going you
dirty sonofabitch.” Without another word, Liz walked to the car
with Adrienne.
“Sorry
guys.” David said rushing to catch up with her.
“I
think we should go.” Daniel said as he, Mike and Lexi walked down
the hill to their car.
“Yeah,
that's a good idea.” Sasha said as her, Michael and Izzy walked
away.
“Bye
boys.” Chanel said walking after Sasha.
“That's
fucked up. Even for you.” Keith whispered to Lulu, as he, Ruga, Ace
and Drew left.
“You
don't deserve to be standing here.” Denny said kissing his hand. He
then touched Shelby's head stone and walked away.
“Well
that was interesting.” Bre said looking at Lulu. She could tell
that he was upset, it's usually what happened when he went to
Shelby's grave. “We'll leave you alone.” Bre said taking the kids
and walking to the car.
Lulu
bent down and sat in front of the head stone. He took a deep breath
before he started talking. “It doesn't get any easier. I thought it
would. I really thought that somehow living without you would get
easier. But it doesn't. I think about you every day when I wake up.
And every minute of the fucking day. I try and work things out with
Briana, for the kids ya know? But it's not working. We fight all the
time, and I know she wishes I was Dan. And I wish she was you. But no
one can ever replace you in my heart Shelby. You have to know that. I
could never love someone like I love you. It's impossible. You're
legit the only woman I could ever love. I miss you Babe.” He dusted
off his pants, and stood there crying in front of the grave of his
one true love.